Thursday, October 21, 2010

Timely MAX...isn't this what i have just said?

Pause on Purpose

by Max Lucado

Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.
Mark 6:31

Ernie Johnson Jr. knows baseball. His father announced three decades’ worth of major-league games, following the Braves from Milwaukee to Atlanta. In the quarter century since Ernie inherited the microphone, he has covered six sports on three continents, voicing blowouts and nail-biters, interviewing losers and buzzer beaters.

But one game stands out above all the rest. Not because of who played, but because of who stopped playing. Ernie was a nine-year-old Little Leaguer, dutifully playing shortstop. An opposing batter hit a ground rule double that bounced over the fence. Two outfielders scampered over the fence to retrieve the ball so the game could continue. (Apparently the league operated on a tight budget.)

Both teams waited for them to return. They waited … and waited … but no one appeared. Concerned coaches finally jogged into the outfield and scaled the fence. Curious players, including Ernie, followed them. They found the missing duo just a few feet beyond the fence, gloves dropped on the ground, found ball at their feet, blackberries and smiles on their faces.

The two players had stepped away from the game.

How long since you did the same? We need regular recalibrations. Besides, who couldn’t use a few blackberries? But who has time to gather them? You have carpools to run; businesses to run; sales efforts to run; machines, organizations, and budgets to run. You gotta run.

Jesus understands. He knew the frenzy of life. People back-to-backed his calendar with demands. But he also knew how to step away from the game.

Having withstood the devil’s wilderness temptation and his hometown’s harsh rejection, Jesus journeyed to Capernaum, where the citizens give him a ticker-tape reception.

They were astonished at His teaching. (Luke 4:32)

The story of what he had done spread like wildfire throughout the whole region. (v. 37 NLT)

People throughout the village brought sick family members to Jesus. No matter what their diseases were, the touch of his hand healed every one. (v. 40 NLT)

Could Christ want more? Enthralled masses, just-healed believers, and thousands who will go where he leads. So Jesus …

Rallied a movement?

Organized a leadership team?

Mobilized a political-action society?

No. He baffled the public-relations experts by placing the mob in the rearview mirror and ducking into a wildlife preserve, a hidden cove, a vacant building, a deserted place.

Verse 42 identifies the reason: “the crowd … tried to keep Him from leaving them.”

More than once he exercised crowd control. “When Jesus saw the crowd around him, he told his followers to go to the other side of the lake” (Matt. 8:18 NCV).

When the crowd ridiculed his power to raise a girl from the dead, he evicted them from the premises. “After the crowd had been thrown out of the house, Jesus went into the girl’s room and took hold of her hand, and she stood up” (Matt. 9:25 NCV).

After a day of teaching, “Jesus left the crowd and went into the house” (Matt. 13:36 NCV).

Though surrounded by possibly twenty thousand fans, he turned away from them: “After Jesus had sent the crowds away” (Matt. 15:39 CEV).

Christ repeatedly escaped the noise of the crowd in order to hear the voice of God.

He resisted the undertow of the people by anchoring to the rock of his purpose: employing his uniqueness (to “preach … to the other cities also”) to make a big deal out of God (“the kingdom of God”) everywhere he could.

And aren’t you glad he did? Suppose he had heeded the crowd and set up camp in Capernaum, reasoning, “I thought the whole world was my target and the cross my destiny. But the entire town tells me to stay in Capernaum. Could all these people be wrong?”

Yes, they could! In defiance of the crowd, Jesus turned his back on the Capernaum pastorate and followed the will of God. Doing so meant leaving some sick people unhealed and some confused people untaught. He said no to good things so he could say yes to the right thing: his unique call.

Not an easy choice for anyone.

God may want you to leave your Capernaum, but you’re staying. Or he may want you to stay, and you’re leaving. How can you know unless you mute the crowd and meet with Jesus in a deserted place?

“Deserted” need not mean desolate, just quiet. Simply a place to which you, like Jesus, depart. “Now when it was day, He departed” (Luke 4:42). “Depart” presupposes a decision on the part of Jesus. “I need to get away. To think. To ponder. To rechart my course.” He determined the time, selected a place. With resolve, he pressed the pause button on his life.

The devil implants taximeters in our brains. We hear the relentless tick, tick, tick telling us to hurry, hurry, hurry, time is money … resulting in this roaring blur called the human race.

But Jesus stands against the tide, countering the crescendo with these words: “Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest” (Matt. 11:28). Follow the example of Jesus, who “often withdrew into the wilderness and prayed” (Luke 5:16).

God rested after six days of work, and the world didn’t collapse. What makes us think it will if we do? (Or do we fear it won’t?)

Cure for the Common LifeFollow Jesus into the desert. A thousand and one voices will scream like banana-tree monkeys telling you not to. Ignore them. Heed him. Quit your work. Contemplate his. Accept your Maker’s invitation: “Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while” (Mark 6:31).

And while you are there, enjoy some blackberries.

From Cure for the Common Life: Living in Your Sweet Spot
Copyright (Thomas Nelson, 2005) Max Lucado

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Listen my child To what Your father teaches you today....

1 Listen, my sons, to a father's instruction; pay attention and gain understanding.
2 I give you sound learning, so do not forsake my teaching.
3 When I was a boy in my father's house, still tender, and an only child of my mother,
4 he taught me and said, "Lay hold of my words with all your heart; keep my commands and you will live.
5 Get wisdom, get understanding; do not forget my words or swerve from them.
6 Do not forsake wisdom, and she will protect you; love her, and she will watch over you.
7 Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, [a] get understanding.
8 Esteem her, and she will exalt you; embrace her, and she will honor you.
9 She will set a garland of grace on your head and present you with a crown of splendor."
10 Listen, my son, accept what I say, and the years of your life will be many.
11 I guide you in the way of wisdom and lead you along straight paths.
12 When you walk, your steps will not be hampered; when you run, you will not stumble.
13 Hold on to instruction, do not let it go; guard it well, for it is your life.
14 Do not set foot on the path of the wicked or walk in the way of evil men.
15 Avoid it, do not travel on it; turn from it and go on your way.
16 For they cannot sleep till they do evil; they are robbed of slumber till they make someone fall.
17 They eat the bread of wickedness and drink the wine of violence.
18 The path of the righteous is like the first gleam of dawn, shining ever brighter till the full light of day.
19 But the way of the wicked is like deep darkness; they do not know what makes them stumble.
20 My son, pay attention to what I say; listen closely to my words.
21 Do not let them out of your sight, keep them within your heart;
22 for they are life to those who find them and health to a man's whole body.
23 Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.
24 Put away perversity from your mouth; keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
25 Let your eyes look straight ahead, fix your gaze directly before you.
26 Make level [b] paths for your feet and take only ways that are firm.
27 Do not swerve to the right or the left; keep your foot from evil.


---Proverbs 4

thank you for Your Love

WHATEVER HAPPENED, HAPPENED FOR A REASON. ^^

You are amazing!!!!!!!

Monday, October 18, 2010

Raisin In the Salad

I've just come back, and I have been having this mirth all the time. Maybe God has been touching me with joy or something.

^^

God has been good.

***

I just hope people claiming to be Christians would stop making Christianity as a raisin to a salad. It's like becoming a form of religion or ritual or affiliation. but, it's not...it's more than that. CHRIST-ianity is more like blood to a person...you cannot live without it.

It is an intimacy with your Savior. It is a relationship.

If one has not been conscious of sins, the very things that displease or violate the law of the God of love...I would say, one has not really built that love at all.

It is a shame. It's a shame that they who are privileged to know about Christ...to be involved in a bible believing church...those who have all the opportunity to behold Him...they have taken these things for granted.


***

Living like they do not need a Father to instruct them. Oh, how Christ has been misrepresented.


***

I mourn not because I judge them for being hypos. But I mourn that they sometimes publicly humiliate Christ whose name they carry by their speech and by the way they live.

Denying Christ for a minute of fame.


****

Spat upon. Beaten. Blood shut eyes. Crowned with thorns. NAked. nailed on the cross. heart pierced. blood dropped to the ground.

...and you still say I am Extreme?

***

It is our lack of trust that we disobey.

When do we say to Him...
you are worthy of everything...even our obedience...?


When do we really revere or simply LOVE Him...?

When do we really believe Him if what we're doing is contrary to what He preaches...?

***

and even amidst all of our unfaithfulness...He remains faithful.

***


You Love never fails, Jesus!

I Own The Notebook...

for now.so i rule it. haha. My siblings are going to be out for a couple of days. my sister has just gone to Manila for a business appointment. And my bro has just gone to a retreat. they are back on friday! ^^ yeey. so a week of notebook-ing for me!

so expect a flood of posts from me ^^ this week i have learned SO much. learning can never be exhausted.

I have learned that trading off something valuable for something cheap can happen not only to the dumb but for most intellectual of men as well. Guess it's true that being wise is different from mere being smart or something.

And no matter what, there is a monster inside each of us. we will just have to learn to control it...or if not, we let it bow down to our prowess...letting that monster know who the boss is.

***
anyway, im leaving in a second hehe. so, all these other realizations and etc....will be later posted. ^^ the weather is cool. i just remember autumn. and suddenly, i feel courageous again.

The autumn in Australia,I was. I surmise, how I had felt at that time. i would call that autumn..."Wounded in a battle, but Victory was mine".

^^ see yah later! im quite enjoying the drip, and everythin. will be hanging out with friends...jogging around It Park at dusk...^^ we may not witness the sunset...but maybe ^^ this time...even winds console us...^^ they are our brother ...hmm poems and more poems...!!! ^^

***thank you God.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Free Newspapers

" Yeah, they say, what's the use of giving these people free newspapers about iPad? They cannot afford it anyway..."

" But when they see it, and know about it, they will start to dream about it. and when they do, they will start to do something about it". .

Saturday, October 16, 2010

I befriended Immaturity, and Blindness loved me…but Prosperity rejected me.

When I Befriended Immaturity . . .

Immaturity is a happy-go-lucky, and I immediately liked her.

She wears a smile all the time, telling me, things are “gonna be ohight mahn” , “juz don’t mind that little problahm of youhs and that leetle prohblam will go away”

And do I so take her advice. She is simply “cool”.

When I had a fight with Discipline, my once loyal best friend, I did go to Immaturity. Like an angel sent from heaven, there she told me once again, “hey mahn, Discipline just wants to change you, mahn. Tha’ kill joy, mahn. Oh I hate that kinda people.” I ditched Discipline. From then on… Immaturity has become my new best friend.


I played games with Immaturity, like the “ Life-is-too-short, so- chill”game, “ It’s-okay-to-violate-rules-as-long-as-no-one-knows-about-it”game, “Be happy and don’t care who you-might-step-on” game, and “Discipline-and-her-followers-should-die” game.

***

Then I met Blindness…

Blindness is Immaturity’s beautiful, beautiful mother. She shines like a queen in a kingdom. She never ages. Her beauty never fades. Men adore her. Young women admire her.

Her words are aroma to the entire place. People listen to her.

Immaturity is just one of Blindness’s children. Among her siblings known are Small Vision, Mediocrity, Vanity, Folly, and Stupidity.

When I was at their glamorous house, we had a feast on the bread of idleness, cake of hypocrisy, and wine of childishness.

***********to be continued! ~~~ ^^

Insensitivity is NO Love

Mashonda, Wife of Swizz Beatz, Letters Alicia Keys About “Adulterous” Behavior (Read)

( * I read this after I read an article about Alicia Keys just giving birth to his baby son ( from Swizz Beatz). I have always loved A K ...but I would be lying to myself If I would say that the article above did not change my opinion...big time)

a Pause

I left fb for a moment. I just need to stay away from being so much in public. hehe. and the good thing is, I can rekindle my writing in here again. as you may have noticed, in the last couple of months, the entries would get down to the lowest of 1.

so here. a pause is very essential. if i had paused the last time, i could have prevented myself from publicly humiliating someone. but at the same time, if i had not paused, i would not have known what kind of a man he was. enough of this issue.

move on. a pause makes you think in a more reasonable and appropriate way. a pause gives a clearer picture. a pause will allow you to breathe, concentrate, thus an increase in brain activity...leading to a more vivid mindset.

a pause opens to not only look on the superficial but also the details of things. a pause is needed for those people who have all these turmoils, emotionally and physically.

***

as i passed the neighborhood, a little girl about age 6 or so, told her friend, " kung mudaku ku, ganahan ku mapareha niya ( when i grow up, i want to be like her ) " with a finger pointing at me. i smiled.

the reason why i have been so active teaching younger kids and women is because i want them to live a better life than what our generation of women has lived. we have had the highest, probably, in premarital sex, feministic viewpoints, and marrying foreigners as their ticket for greener pastures, and the likes in these days and age.

and the biggest inspiration for me to not give up being a better person and a better woman is because of these next generations. i want them to grasp how a woman whose identity is in Christ lives.

(*1Wives, in the same way be submissive to your husbands so that, if any of them do not believe the word, they may be won over without words by the behavior of their wives, 2when they see the purity and reverence of your lives. 3Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. 4Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight - - -1 Peter 3 ) ----that includes a "pausing Spirit " hehe

i am so far yet of becoming that perfect woman Christ wants me to be. but i have been fixing my eyes on that vision of God's perfect will for my life.

Glory. i claim God's glory be displayed in my life. And He who makes everything glorious...will make me that glorious woman. for His showing off of His glory hehe


have been listening to this David Crowder band lyrics ( Everything Glorious ) * i love the lyrics!:


The day is brighter here with You
The night is lighter than its hue
Would lead me to believe
Which leads me to believe

(chorus)
You make everything glorious
You make everything glorious
You make everything glorious
And I am Yours


What does that make me? :)

Friday, October 15, 2010

S.O.R.R.Y.

Oh God, I am terrible. I feel terrible.

I don't know how many Sorrys will suffice.

Oh God, I am terrible. I feel terrible.

Careless actions. Hammering words.

They had been done.

I am sorry.

I know not how many sorrys take

to get this guilt feeling away.


My heart mourns for what I have done...please accept my plea.

I...well...I am but imperfect..this is marring our friendship...

Only God heals this brokenness between us.

I am Terribly sorry.

I know not how many sorrys will suffice.

to take this guilt feeling away....


Monday, October 11, 2010

NO, YOU DON'T

KNOW ME. SO STOP REDUCING ME AS SOMEONE. COZ REALLY, I CAN'T BE REDUCED.

I KNOW YOU CAN NEVER TRULY UNDERSTAND ME. BUT PLEASE STOP PRETENDING THAT YOU DO.

DON'T TALK WITH ME ANYMORE. AND DON'T EVER TRY TO LET ME THINK YOU CARE...BECAUSE I KNOW YOU DON'T.

YOU DM! STOP IT!


Sunday, October 10, 2010

Dragged to my Destiny

There's a beautiful message I have received today from our dearest pastor.


Said" You can never reach your potential outside of God's purpose."

"God has designed you for a purpose. It's no brainer. It will drag you to its fulfillment. And you are going to do what makes your heart filled with joy"

***

I guess...I am falling into your calling now. If I only ignore everything else, and focus. ^^

***

This day, MOD talked with me. Jokingly, he was asking about my eyes, and said that The Movement did not push through because of my sore eyes.

I asked him how he knew about it. And he was just saying that there were "tabi-an" who would talk.


Well, it is good that we're friends now. I mean, we're cool now. ^^

Ecclesiastes 3:11 for my MOD

Friday, October 8, 2010

I Really Don't Care for a Man who. . .

disrespects women.

Disrespect has so many forms. But this I know...disrespect is selfishness. It doesn't think of the other party's feelings. It only thinks of his own, his animalistic appetite.

As I always say, I am a minimalist. If you just mess up with my life...if there's no more willingness to help me become better... If you are just there, giving me a speck of dirt for me to clean up... I would be okay with it if you were willing to admit you're a muck. but if not, I would not be your grandma to give you that cleaning...Grow up!

***

So when the uhm this DM ( Disrespectful Man...i arrived without creativity now, sorry hehe ) came, he just knew what to say...that I almost fell for him. tsk. tsk.

I would have known better that he was just like the same specie whom I had encountered before. haha.

The DMs don't think of others, or women specifically, because they are too self-absorbed. And they don't really persevere...I mean, since they're not serious...they play games with that who is there, available, and "mukagat"...or who is having fun with the whole flirting game.

At first, that would be fun. But, when real emotions emerge, (most women the victims ), the whole heart-muck tornado aka "GGB" happens. Women are not content. They are just made like that. They want to be loved and cherished ( as they should be, ayt? )

***

But they, the DMs, just go out, having fun, trying to test every woman who is "game" for the game. He DOES NOT even know what he wants. He simply USES women out of boredom, or for his own satisfaction.

The DM is selfish. He just doesn't know it.


***
In Bisaya, ganahan naku isulti nga: Ay' ku ilara, doh! Mura'g wasad ku ka meet pareha nimu, dah! Haha. I just wana delete you now from my memory...even in fb haha ( but no need for that..you're just a history now ) . You are not special. You are just the same as the men I have had...now would you belong to these:

the cheater graphic architect,
the uuuber confident bank manager,
the i-can-buy you businessman,
the scammy, psycho liar,
the self-centered, conceited bassist,
the user, classmate who always asks for help sa iyang assignments ug tests?

***so you really wana belong to them? and you still wana hook up with me?

uhm, thanks, but no thanks!

***

The world needs healing. It doesn't need you!



Thursday, October 7, 2010

Coffee or Tea...or Joice?

If given the choice, choice the best. - Andy Calope

***

After I graduated and actually became a nurse, there, lo and behold, were the Rocky Road ice cream, Blueberry Cheesecake, and Korean Kimchi laid on a silver platter. ( They were also called, Australia, US, and London ( to be my workplace, yeah ). )

All were wonderful choices. Seemingly. Yet is life just but a gamble? What life gives you, would you just but take it? Or, would you give life a life?

You can always choose a path of least resistance. But would you?

I could. But Life is not mine to have. Sovereignty holds it.

I dare you to choose. Choice the best.


***

This day I call heaven and earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live.

-Deuteronomy 30:19